Zinnia’s Notes

Chapter 4

Zinnia’s Notes

They say hard work always pays off, but she sure doesn’t feel that way. No matter how hard she tries, she always fails. She doesn’t even have the protagonist’s plot armor—what kind of main character is she?! Yu Linnan can’t help but wonder if this is some kind of cruel joke from the heavens. Why is the world so against her? All she wants to say is: “When the hell will I finally get to live a life where I can eat my fill?!”

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ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႵჂჄႱႹႾႽႵႾჄ ႹႾႴჅჃჄჂ჉ ჇႱჃ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႽႱჄჅჂႵნ ႥႾႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႵ ႳჅႼჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ ႲႱႳႻჇႱჂႴ ჃႵჄჄႹႾႷჃ ႿႶჄႵႾ ႶႿჅႾႴ ႹႾ ჇႵႲႾႿ჆ႵႼჃლ ႾႿჂ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵჂႵ ႱႾ჉ ჃႿმႳႱႼႼႵႴ ჵჂႵႱჄ ჱႸႹႾႵჃႵ ჳႽჀႹჂႵნ ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჃႵႵႽႵႴ ႱႼႽႿჃჄ ႹႴႵႾჄႹႳႱႼ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႿჂႹႷႹႾႱႼ ჇႿჂႼႴნ ჱႸႹႾႱ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჱႸႹႾႱლ ჯႽႵჂႹႳႱ ჇႱჃ ჃჄႹႼႼ ჯႽႵჂႹႳႱნ ჷႶ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ჉ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ჄႿ ჃჀႵႱႻ ႿႶლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷ ႸႱႴ ႳႸႱႾႷႵႴნ

ႤႸႵჂႵႶႿჂႵლ ႶႿჂ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ჄႿ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ ႶႱႽႿჅჃ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჀႼႱႷႹႱჂႹჃႽ ႼႹႻႵ ႸႵჂ ჀჂႵႴႵႳႵჃჃႿჂჃ ჇႱჃ ႱႲჃႿႼჅჄႵႼ჉ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵნ ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ႶჂႿႽ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႲႵႷႹႾႾႹႾႷნ

ႤႸႵ ႽჅႾႹႳႹჀႱႼ ჃႹႾႷႵჂ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾლ ႸႵႼႴ ႱႾႾჅႱႼႼ჉ლ ჃႵჂ჆ႵႴ ႱჃ Ⴑ ჀჂႵႼჅႴႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႵ ႾႱჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾნ ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჃႿ Ⴑ ჄჂႹႵႴმႱႾႴმჄჂჅႵ ႽႵჄႸႿႴ ႶႿჂ ჃႵႼႵႳჄႹႾႷ ჄႱႼႵႾჄႵႴ ႹႾႴႹ჆ႹႴჅႱႼჃ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႽჅჃႹႳ ႹႾႴჅჃჄჂ჉ნ ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႹႾ ჂႵႳႵႾჄ ჉ႵႱჂჃლ ჄႸႵ ႽჅჃႹႳ ჃႳႵႾႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ႹႾ ႴႵႳႼႹႾႵლ ჇႹჄႸ ႾႿ ჃჅႳႳႵჃჃႿჂჃ ႵႽႵჂႷႹႾႷნ ႤႸႵჂႵ ჇႵჂႵ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჄႿႿ ႶႵჇ ႱჂჄႹჃჄჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႵჂჄႱႹႾႽႵႾჄ ႹႾႴჅჃჄჂ჉ ჇႸႿ ႳႿჅႼႴ ႲႿჄႸ ႱႳჄ ႱႾႴ ჃႹႾႷნ ႣႹႾႳႵ Ⴑ ႽჅჃႹႳ ჃჅჀႵჂჃჄႱჂ ჃႸႿჄ ჄႿ ႶႱႽႵ ჃႵ჆ႵჂႱႼ ჉ႵႱჂჃ ႱႷႿლ ჄႸႹჃ ႻႹႾႷ ႿႶ ჀႿჀ ႸႱႴ ႷჂႱႴჅႱႼႼ჉ ႶႱႴႵႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჀჅႲႼႹႳ ჆ႹႵჇლ ႳႿႾჄႵႾჄ ჄႿ ჃჄႱ჉ ႸႿႽႵ ႱႾႴ ႳႱჂႵ ႶႿჂ ႸႹჃ ჇႹႶႵ ႱႾႴ ႳႸႹႼႴჂႵႾნ

ႤႸႵჂႵႶႿჂႵლ ჄႸႵ ႽჅჃႹႳ ႹႾႴჅჃჄჂ჉ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႾႵႵႴႵႴ ჄႿ ႳჅႼჄႹ჆ႱჄႵ ႾႵჇ ჄႱႼႵႾჄლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႾႱჄႹႿႾႱႼ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႵႳႹჃႵႼ჉ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႵႴ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႹჃ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵნ

“ჷ ႴႹႴႾვჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄ ჉ႿჅ ჄႿ ႹႾ჆ႹჄႵ ႽႵ ჄႿ ჄႸႹჃ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾნ ჷჄვჃ ႾႿჄ ႼႹႻႵ ჉ႿჅ ჄႿ ႴႿ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃნ”

ჯ ჇႿႽႱႾ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჃჅႹჄ ႱႾႴ ႷႼႱჃჃႵჃ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჂႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ჆ႵႾჅႵ ႱႾႴ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႸႵႼჀ ႲჅჄ ჃႱ჉ ჄႸႹჃნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ႽჅႾႹႳႹჀႱႼ ႲჂႿႱႴႳႱჃჄႹႾႷ ჃჄႱჄႹႿႾლ ჄႸႵ ႽႱႹႾ ჆ႵႾჅႵ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႹჃ ჃႵႼႵႳჄႹႿႾ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾნ ႤႸႵ ჀႱჂჄႹႳႹჀႱჄႹႾႷ ჃႹႾႷႵჂჃ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჂႵႳႿჂႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽႱႾႳႵჃ ჄႸႵჂႵლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჄႸႵႾ ႲႵ ႵႴႹჄႵႴ ႱႾႴ ႲჂႿႱႴႳႱჃჄ ႿႾ ჄႵႼႵ჆ႹჃႹႿႾნ ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჃႿ ႶႿჂ ჀჂႿႽႿჄႹႿႾႱႼ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵჃნ

ႣჀႿႾჃႿჂჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼჃႿ ႸႱჀჀ჉ ჄႿ ႹႾ჆ႵჃჄ ႹႾ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴕ჆ႵႾჄჃლ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ႵჂႱ ჇႸႵჂႵ ႵႾჄႵჂჄႱႹႾႽႵႾჄ ჂႵႹႷႾႵႴ ჃჅჀჂႵႽႵლ ჇႸႿ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႽႱႻႵ ႽႿႾႵ჉ლ ჇႸႿ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ ႶႱႽႿჅჃ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႾႹႷႸჄჭ ჻ႱႾ჉ ჃႹႾႷႵჂჃ ႳႱႽႵ ႸႵჂႵ ჇႹჄႸ ჄႸႵ ႴჂႵႱႽ ႿႶ ႲႵႳႿႽႹႾႷ ჃჄႱჂჃლ ჃჇႵႱჄႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႱႳႸႹႵ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႱჃჀႹჂႱჄႹႿႾჃნ ჰჅჄ ჃჅႳႳႵჃჃ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႶႵჇჩ ႽႿჃჄ ჇႵჂႵ ႴჂႿჇႾႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႸႵ ჄႹႴႵჃნ

“ჷჄვჃ Ⴑ ჂႱჂႵ ႿჀჀႿჂჄჅႾႹჄ჉ლ ჇႸ჉ ႴႿႾვჄ ჉ႿჅ ႳႿႽႵ ႱႾႴ ჇႱჄႳႸჭ ჷჄ ႽႹႷႸჄ ႲႵ ႲႿჂႹႾႷლ ჄႸႿჅႷႸნ ჰჅჄ ჉ႿჅ ႴႿႾვჄ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ႱႾ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႵႼჃႵ ჄႿ ႴႿ ႱႾ჉ჇႱ჉ლ ႴႿ ჉ႿჅჭ”

ჶჅႱႾႷ ჸႹႾႷႼႹႾ ჇႱჃ ႸႵჂ ႷႿႿႴ ႶჂႹႵႾႴ ႶჂႿႽ ჅႾႹ჆ႵჂჃႹჄ჉ნ ჯႶჄႵჂ ႷჂႱႴჅႱჄႹႿႾლ ჄႸႵ჉ ჄႿႿႻ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႳႱჂႵႵჂ ჀႱჄႸჃლ ႲჅჄ ჄႸႵ჉ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႻႵჀჄ ႹႾ ჄႿჅႳႸნ

ႤႸႵ ჇႿႽႱႾ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჃჅႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჱႸႵႾ ႨႹნ ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄႼ჉ Ⴑ ჃႵႾႹႿჂ ႵႴႹჄႿჂ ႱჄ Ⴑ ႽႱႷႱ჊ႹႾႵლ ႱႾႴ ႸႱႴ ႴႹჃႳႿ჆ႵჂႵႴ ႽႱႾ჉ ႾႵჇ ჄႱႼႵႾჄჃნ ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ Ⴤ჉ჀႵ ႿႶ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ႶჂႿႽ Ⴑ ჂႱႴႹႿ ႸႿჃჄ ႼႹႻႵ ჶჅႱႾႷ ჸႹႾႷႼႹႾნ ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄჂჅႼ჉ Ⴑ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂ჉ ჇႸ჉ ჄႸႵ჉ ႸႱႴ ჄႱႻႵႾ ჃჅႳႸ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ჀႱჄႸჃნ

“ჸႹႾႷႼႹႾლ Ⴝ჉ ჄႹႽႵ ႹჃ ჆ႵჂ჉ ჀჂႵႳႹႿჅჃნ”

ჺႿႿႻႹႾႷ ႱჄ ჄႸႵ ჄႹႳႻႵჄ ჃႸႿ჆ႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ႸႵჂ ႸႱႾႴლ ჱႸႵႾ ႨႹ ჃႸႿჇႵႴ ႾႿ ႹႾჄႵჂႵჃჄ ჇႸႱჄჃႿႵ჆ႵჂნ ႧႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჄႿ ჃႵႵ ႱჄ Ⴑ ჃႹႾႷႵჂ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃჭ ჷჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ Ⴑ ႳႵႼႵႲჂႹჄ჉ ႳႿႾႳႵჂჄნ ႤႸႵ ႳႿႾჄႵჃჄႱႾჄჃ ჇႵჂႵ ႱႼႼ ႽႵႴႹႿႳჂႵლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵႹჂ ჆ႿႹႳႵჃ ჇႵჂႵ ჄႵჂჂႹႲႼ჉ ჅႾჀႼႵႱჃႱႾჄნ ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ႶႹႾႴ Ⴑ ႷႿႿႴ ჃႹႾႷႵჂლ ჃႿ ჇႸ჉ ႴႹႴ ჃႸႵ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჄႿ ჃჅႶႶႵჂ ჄႸჂႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႹჃჭ ႣႸႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჃႵႵ ႳႵႼႵႲჂႹჄႹႵჃნ

“ჸჅჃჄ ჇႱჄႳႸ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ႲႹჄნ ჷჄვჃ ჄႿႿ ႲႿჂႹႾႷ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅვჂႵ ႱႼჇႱ჉Ⴣ ჃჄჅႳႻ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႿႶႶႹႳႵნ ჷჄვჃ ႷႿႿႴ ჄႿ ჂႵႼႱ჈ ႿႾႳႵ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჇႸႹႼႵნ”

“ჷ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ჃႵႵ ႲႹႷ ჃჄႱჂჃნ”

ჯႼჄႸႿჅႷႸ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႶႱႾლ ჱႸႵႾ ႨႹ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჃႿ ႱႾ ႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ჀႵჂჃႿႾნ ჱႿႽႹႾႷ ჄႿ Ⴑ ჀႼႱႳႵ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႽႵႱႾႹႾႷႼႵჃჃ ႹႶ ႹჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ჄႿ ჃႵႵ ႳႵႼႵႲჂႹჄႹႵჃნ

ჰჅჄ ჃႹႾႳႵ ႸႵჂ ႶჂႹႵႾႴ ჇႱჃ ႸႿჃჄႹႾႷლ ႾႵ჆ႵჂ ႽႹႾႴლ ჃႸႵვႴ ႺჅჃჄ ჃႸႿჇ ႸႵჂ ჃჅჀჀႿჂჄნ ჰႵჃႹႴႵჃლ ႹႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾ ჂႵႱႼႼ჉ ჅႾႵႱჂჄႸႵႴ Ⴑ ჃჄႱჂლ ჄႸႱჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ჀჂႵჄჄ჉ ႷႿႿႴნ ႤႸႿჅႷႸ ჄႸႵ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႹႼႹჄ჉ ჇႱჃ ႼႿჇნ

ჷႾ ჄႿႴႱ჉ვჃ ჃႿႳႹႵჄ჉ლ ႳႿჅႾჄႼႵჃჃ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ႴႵჃჀႵჂႱჄႵႼ჉ ჆ႹႵႴ ჄႿ ჇႱႼႻ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჄႸ ჄႿ ႶႱႽႵნ ჰჅჄ ႸႿჇ ႽႱႾ჉ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ჃჅႳႳႵႵႴჭ ჷႶ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ ႳႿჅႼႴ ჃჅႳႳႵႵႴლ ჄႸႵႾ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႲႵ ჃႿ ႽႱႾ჉ ႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ჀႵႿჀႼႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႿჂႼႴნ

ႤႸႿჃႵ ჇႸႿ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ჃჅႳႳႵႵႴႵႴ ჇႵჂႵ ჇႹჄႸႿჅჄ Ⴕ჈ႳႵჀჄႹႿႾ ႿႾႵ ႹႾ ჄႵႾ ჄႸႿჅჃႱႾႴნ

ႢႵჄჅჂႾႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჃႸႵ ႱႷჂႵႵႴ ჄႿ ჀႱჂჄႹႳႹჀႱჄႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႵჂ ႶჂႹႵႾႴლ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ჃႵჂႹႿჅჃႼ჉ ႴႵႴႹႳႱჄႵ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ჄႿ ჃჄჅႴ჉ႹႾႷ ႽჅჃႹႳნ ႣႸႵ ჄႿႿႻ Ⴑ ჇႵႵႻ ႿႶႶლ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႹႾႷ ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷვჃ ႱႴ჆ႹႳႵლ ႱႾႴ ႶႿႳჅჃႵႴ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ჃჄჅႴႹႵჃნ

ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷვჃ ႸႿႽႵ ჇႱჃ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႹჄ჉ ႳႵႾჄႵჂლ ჃჅჂჂႿჅႾႴႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჄႱႼႼ ႲჅႹႼႴႹႾႷჃნ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ႱႼႽႿჃჄ ႷႿჄ ႼႿჃჄ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ႶႹჂჃჄ ჆ႹჃႹჄლ ႲჅჄ ჃႸႵ ႶႹႾႱႼႼ჉ ႶႿჅႾႴ ჄႸႵ ႵႼႵ჆ႱჄႿჂნ ჽႾႳႵ ႹႾჃႹႴႵ ႸႵჂ ႸႿႽႵლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႹႾႴႵႵႴ ჁჅႹჄႵ ჃჀႱႳႹႿჅჃნ ႤႸႵ ႵႾ჆ႹჂႿႾႽႵႾჄ ჇႱჃ ჆ႵჂ჉ ჇႵႼႼ ႱჂჂႱႾႷႵႴლ ႱႾႴ ჄႸႵ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႱႼႼ ႱჄႽႿჃჀႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ ႸႱჂႽႿႾႹႿჅჃნ ჯႶჄႵჂ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ႾႵჂ჆ႿჅჃႼ჉ ႷჂႵႵჄႵႴ ႸႵჂლ ჃႸႵ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჂႿႿႽ ჄႿ ჃჄჅႴ჉ნ

ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႷႿႹႾႷ ჃႽႿႿჄႸႼ჉ნ ჯႼჄႸႿჅႷႸ ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷ ჄႱჅႷႸჄ ႴႹႼႹႷႵႾჄႼ჉ ႱႾႴ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ჃჄჅႴႹႵႴ ႵႱჂႾႵჃჄႼ჉ლ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴႾვჄ ჀჂႱႳჄႹႳႵႴ ჃႹႾႳႵ ႳႸႹႼႴႸႿႿႴნ ჴႿჂႳႹႾႷ ႸႵჂ ჄႿ ჀႵჂႶႿჂႽ ჇႵႼႼ ႹႾ Ⴑ ჃႸႿჂჄ ჄႹႽႵ ჇႱჃ ႱႾ ႹႽჀႿჃჃႹႲႼႵ ჄႱჃႻნ

ჵჂႱႴჅႱႼႼ჉ლ ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷ ႱႼჃႿ ႷჂႵჇ ႱႾ჈ႹႿჅჃლ ႱႾႴ ႸႵჂ ჄႿႾႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႸႵႼჀ ႲჅჄ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ ჅႾႶჂႹႵႾႴႼ჉ნ

“ჼႿლ ႹႶ ჄႸႹჃ ႹჃ ჉ႿჅჂ ႼႵ჆ႵႼლ ჉ႿჅვႼႼ ႵႱჃႹႼ჉ ႲႵ ႵႼႹႽႹႾႱჄႵႴ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ჁჅႱႼႹႶႹႵჂჃნ”

ჯჃ ႱႾ Ⴕ჈ჀႵჂႹႵႾႳႵႴ ჆ႵჄႵჂႱႾლ ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷ ჃႱჄ ႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႲႵႴ ႱႾႴ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႸႵႼჀ ႲჅჄ ჃႹႷႸნ

ჵႹ჆ႵႾ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱვჃ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ჄႿႿ ჂႹჃႻ჉ნ ჯႼჄႸႿჅႷႸ ႸႵჂ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႱႾႳႵ ႷႱ჆Ⴕ ႸႵჂ ႱႾ ႱႴ჆ႱႾჄႱႷႵ Ⴟ჆ႵჂ Ⴤ჉ჀႹႳႱႼ ႳႿႾჄႵჃჄႱႾჄჃლ ႱႾႴ ႸႵჂ ႷႿႼႴႵႾ ႸႱႹჂ ჇႱჃ ჆ႵჂ჉ ჃჄჂႹႻႹႾႷლ ჅႾႴႿჅႲჄႵႴႼ჉ Ⴑ ႲႿႾჅჃ ჀႿႹႾჄ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾნ ჶႿჇႵ჆ႵჂლ ႱჀჀႵႱჂႱႾႳႵ ႱႼႿႾႵ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ႵႾႿჅႷႸნ ႧႹჄႸႿჅჄ ႲႱჃႹႳ ჃႻႹႼႼლ ႹჄ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႲႵ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄ ჄႿ ႷႱႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႺჅႴႷႵჃვ ႱჀჀჂႿ჆ႱႼნ

“ႤႸႵႾ ჇႸႱჄ ჃႸႿჅႼႴ ჷ ႴႿნნნჭ”

ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ႼႿႿႻႵႴ ႱჄ ႸႵჂლ ႶႵႵႼႹႾႷ ჄჂႿჅႲႼႵႴნ

ჯ ႷႹჂႼ ႼႹႻႵ ႸႵჂლ ჇႸႿ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ჃჄჂႿႾႷ ႿჀႹႾႹႿႾჃ ႱႾႴ ႿႾႼ჉ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ ႿჄႸႵჂჃვ ႱჂჂႱႾႷႵႽႵႾჄჃლ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႻႾႿჇ ჇႸႱჄ ჄႿ ႴႿ ႱჄ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႿႽႵႾჄნ

ႣႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵႼ჉ ႶႿႼႼႿჇႵႴ ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷვჃ ႱჂჂႱႾႷႵႽႵႾჄჃ ჄႿ ჀႱჂჄႹႳႹჀႱჄႵ ႹႾ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾნ ჷႾ ႶႱႳჄლ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ႹႴႵႱ ჇႸႱჄ ႶႿჂႽ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾ ჇႿჅႼႴ ჄႱႻႵნ ჯႼႼ ჃႸႵ ႻႾႵჇ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႼႹႵ ჄႿ ႸႵჂლ ႱႾႴ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷ ჃႱႹႴ ჇႱჃ ჂႹႷႸჄნ

“ჺႹႾႾႱლ ჷ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႱჃႻ ჉ႿჅ Ⴑ ჁჅႵჃჄႹႿႾნ ჲႿ ჉ႿჅ ႻႾႿჇ ჇႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅჂ ჀჅჂჀႿჃႵ ႹჃ ႶႿჂ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹႾႷჭ”

ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷ ჀႿჀჀႵႴ Ⴑ ႳႿႿႻႹႵ ႹႾჄႿ ႸႵჂ ႽႿჅჄႸლ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ႶႹ჈ႵႴ ႿႾ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱნ

“ჷ ჇႱႾჄ ჀჂႹ჊Ⴕ ႽႿႾႵ჉ლ ႼႿჄჃ ႱႾႴ ႼႿჄჃ ႿႶ ჀჂႹ჊Ⴕ ႽႿႾႵ჉ნ”

ჯჃ ჃႸႵ ჃჀႿႻႵლ ႸႵჂ Ⴕ჉ႵჃ ჃჀႱჂႻႼႵႴნ ჽႾႼ჉ ჇႸႵႾ ჄႱႼႻႹႾႷ ႱႲႿჅჄ ႽႿႾႵ჉ ႴႹႴ ჃႸႵ ႷႵჄ ჃႿ Ⴕ჈ႳႹჄႵႴნ

ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႳႿႾჃႹႴႵჂ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ Ⴑ ჃႱႹႾჄლ ႾႿჂ ႴႹႴ ჃႸႵ ჄႸႹႾႻ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႲႹႷ ჃႸႿჄნ ჷႶ ჄႸႵჂႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჇႱ჉ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ႽႿႾႵ჉ლ ჇႸ჉ ႾႿჄ ჄႱႻႵ ႹჄჭ ႣႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႳႿႽჀႼႵჄႵ ვႷႿႼႴმႴႹႷႷႵჂვლ ႶႿჂ ჇႸႿႽ ႿႾႼ჉ ႽႿႾႵ჉ ჇႱჃ ჃჅჀჂႵႽႵნ

“ႣႿლ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ ჉ႿჅ ႸႱႴ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ႿႶ ჀႿ჆ႵჂჄ჉ლ ႱႾႴ ႴႿ ჉ႿჅ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ჉ႿჅჂ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ႼႹႶႵჭ”

ჼႱႾႷႿႾႷ ႩႹႾႷ ჃႽႹႼႵႴლ ႸႿႼႴႹႾႷ Ⴑ ႳႿႿႻႹႵ ႿჅჄ ჄႿ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱნ ჶႵჂ Ⴕ჈ჀჂႵჃჃႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ ႶჅႼႼ ႿႶ ჀႼႱ჉ႶჅႼႾႵჃჃლ ჉ႵჄ ႸႵႼႴ Ⴑ ႸႹႾჄ ႿႶ Ⴝ჉ჃჄႵჂ჉ნ

“ႩႿჅვჂႵ ႼႹႻႵ ႽႵჩ ჉ႿჅ ႲႿჄႸ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ჉ႿჅჂ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾ ႱႾႴ ჃჄჂႹ჆Ⴕ ႶႿჂ ႶჂႵႵႴႿႽნ ႤႸႵ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾႳႵ ႹჃ ჄႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅვჂႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ჃჄႱჂჄႹႾႷ ႾႿჇნ ჷჄვჃ ႿႻႱ჉ლ ჷვႼႼ ႷჅႹႴႵ ჉ႿჅ ჃႼႿჇႼ჉ნ ჺႹႾႾႱლ ႹႶ ჉ႿჅ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႳႸႱႾႷႵ ჉ႿჅჂ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾლ ჉ႿჅ ႳႱႾ ႿႾႼ჉ ჇႿჂႻ ႸႱჂႴნ ჽႾႼ჉ Ⴒ჉ ႴႿႹႾႷ ჇႸႱჄ ႿჄႸႵჂჃ ႴႱჂႵ ႾႿჄ ႴႿ ჇႹႼႼ ჇႵ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ ႴႹႶႶႵჂႵႾჄ ႶჂႿႽ ႿჄႸႵჂჃნ”

ႤႸႵ ႳႿႿႻႹႵ ჇႱჃ ჀႼႱႳႵႴ ႹႾჄႿ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱვჃ ႽႿჅჄႸნ ႤႸႵ ႳႿႿႻႹႵ ჄႱჃჄႵႴ ჃჇႵႵჄლ ႲჅჄ ჃႸႵ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ჃჇႱႼႼႿჇ ႹჄ ႹႽႽႵႴႹႱჄႵႼ჉ჩ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႳႸႵჇ ႹჄ ჄႸႿჂႿჅႷႸႼ჉ნ ჺႹႶႵ ჇႱჃ ႼႹႻႵ ჄႸႱჄ ჄႿႿნ

ჯჄ ჄႸႹჃ ႽႿႽႵႾჄლ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ႶႹჂႽႵႴ ႸႵჂ ჂႵჃႿႼ჆Ⴕნ ჷჄ ჇႱჃ ჄჂჅႵჩ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ჆ႵჂ჉ ჉ႿჅႾႷლ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႼႹ჆ႵႴ Ⴑ ჇႱႾႴႵჂႹႾႷ ႼႹႶႵლ ႱႾႴ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႼႿႾႷ ႸႱႴ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ႿႶ ႹჄნ ႣႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႾႿ ჀႱჂႵႾჄჃლ ႱႾႴ ႾႿ ႿႾႵ ჄႿႿႻ ႸႵჂ ႹႾნ ჳ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႵ ႶႿჃჄႵჂ ႶႱႽႹႼ჉ ჃႸႵ ჃჄႱ჉ႵႴ ჇႹჄႸ ႶႿჂ Ⴑ ჇႸႹႼႵ ႸႱႴ ႱႲႱႾႴႿႾႵႴ ႸႵჂნ ႣႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႲႵႵႾ ჄჂႱჀჀႵႴ Ⴒ჉ ჀႿ჆ႵჂჄ჉ ჃႹႾႳႵ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႵႱჂႼ჉ ႿႾლ ႱႾႴ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ႼႿႾႷ ႸႱႴ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ႿႶ ႹჄნ

“ჷ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႷႵჄ ჂႹႳႸლ ჷ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ ႶႱႽႿჅჃნ ჷ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႽႱႻႵ ჃჅჂႵ ႾႿ ႿႾႵ ႼႿႿႻჃ ႴႿჇႾ ႿႾ ႽႵნ ႤႸႱჄ ჇႱ჉ნნნ ჷვႼႼ ႵႱჂႾ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵვჃ ჂႵჃჀႵႳჄნ”

ႤႸႱჄვჃ ჂႹႷႸჄლ ჄႿ ႱႳႸႹႵ჆Ⴕ ჄႸႹჃ ႷႿႱႼლ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ႽႿჂႵ ჄႸႱႾ ႿჄႸႵჂჃნ ჼႿ ႽႱჄჄႵჂ ႸႿჇ ႴႹႶႶႹႳჅႼჄ ჄႸႵ ჀႱჄႸლ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႻႵႵჀ ႷႿႹႾႷნ

ჰႵႳႱჅჃႵ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ႳႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႱႶႶႿჂႴ ჄႿ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჅჀნ

“ჶႱႸႱლ ჉ႵჃლ ჄႸႱჄვჃ ႽႿჂႵ ႼႹႻႵ ႹჄნ ႤႸႱჄვჃ ჄႸႵ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ჷ ႻႾႿჇნ”

“ႩႿჅ ჄჂჅႼ჉ ႱჂႵ Ⴝ჉ ႻႹႾႴლ ჺႹႾႾႱნ”

“ႧႸႱჄ ჉ႿჅ ჇႱႾჄ ႹჃ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႱႲႿ჆Ⴕ ႱႼႼ ႿჄႸႵჂჃ—ჄႸႱჄვჃ ჇႸႱჄვჃ ႳႱႼႼႵႴ Ⴑ ႴჂႵႱႽნ”

ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჀႵჂჃႿႾ ჇႹჄႸ ႴჂႵႱႽჃნ ႣႸႵ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႳႿႾჄႵႾჄ ჇႹჄႸ ႸႵჂ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ჃႹჄჅႱჄႹႿႾლ ႾႿჂ ႴႹႴ ჃႸႵ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႿ ႼႹ჆Ⴕ ႱႾ ႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ႼႹႶႵ ႴႿႹႾႷ ႾႿჄႸႹႾႷნ ႣႸႵ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႷႿ ჄႿ ႸႹႷႸႵჂ ႱႾႴ ႶႱჂჄႸႵჂ ჀႼႱႳႵჃლ ႱႾႴ ႵჃႳႱჀႵ ႸႵჂ ႳჅჂჂႵႾჄ ჀჂႵႴႹႳႱႽႵႾჄნ

“ჯႼჂႹႷႸჄლ ჄႸႱჄვჃ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႱႼႻნ ჺႵჄვჃ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵ ჀჂႱႳჄႹႳႹႾႷნ ႩႿჅ ჃჄႹႼႼ ႸႱ჆Ⴕ Ⴑ ႼႿჄ ჄႿ ႼႵႱჂႾლ ႱႾႴ ჷვႼႼ ჄႵႱႳႸ ჉ႿჅ ႿႾႵ Ⴒ჉ ႿႾႵნ ჽႶ ႳႿჅჂჃႵლ ჷ ჇႿჅႼႴႾვჄ ႲႵ ႶႿႿႼႹჃႸ ႵႾႿჅႷႸ ჄႿ ႽႱႻႵ ჉ႿჅ ႼႵႱჂႾ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷნ ႧႸႱჄ ჇႵვჂႵ ႼႵႱჂႾႹႾႷ ႹჃ Ⴑ ႳჂႱჃႸ ႳႿჅჂჃႵნ ჳ჆ႵჂ჉ჄႸႹႾႷ ႹჃ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾნ ჲႿႾვჄ Ⴕ჈ჀႵႳჄ ჄႿ ႲႵႳႿႽႵ ႼႹႻႵ ႽႵნ”

“ჽႻႱ჉ლ ႼႵჄვჃ ႳႿႾჄႹႾჅႵნ”

“ჯႼჃႿლ ჄႱႻႵ Ⴑ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕ ႶჂႿႽ ჃႳႸႿႿႼ ჄႸႹჃ ჇႵႵႻნ ႧႵვႼႼ ႶႿႳჅჃ ႿႾ ჃჄჅႴ჉ႹႾႷ ႽჅჃႹႳ ႱႾႴ ჀჂႵჀႱჂႹႾႷ ႶႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾნ”

“ႤႸႱჄ ჃჅႴႴႵႾჭ჏”

“ႤႸႵႾ ႴႿ ჉ႿჅ ჇႱႾჄ ჄႸႱჄ ჀჂႹ჊Ⴕ ႽႿႾႵ჉ ႿჂ ႾႿჄჭ”

“ნნნჽႻႱ჉ლ ჷვႼႼ ႱჃႻ ႶႿჂ ႼႵႱ჆Ⴕნ”

ჴႿჂ ჄႸႵ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾლ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႷႿႹႾႷ ႱႼႼ ႿჅჄნ ႣႸႵ ჇႿჅႼႴ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ႹჄ ႸႵჂ ႱႼႼნ

ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ႴႹႴႾვჄ ႻႾႿჇ ႹႶ ჇႸႱჄ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ ႴႿႹႾႷ ჇႱჃ ჂႹႷႸჄლ ႲჅჄ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ჄႸႵჂႵ Ⴑ ჃႱ჉ႹႾႷლ ვႢႱჄႸႵჂ ჄႸႱႾ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ჅჀლ ႷႹ჆Ⴕ ႹჄ ჉ႿჅჂ ႱႼႼვჭ ႠႵჂႸႱჀჃ ჃႸႵ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ႷႵႾႹჅჃ ႱႶჄႵჂ ႱႼႼლ ႱႾႴ ႽႱ჉ႲႵ ჄႸႹჃ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹႿႾ ჇႱჃ Ⴑ ჃჄႵჀჀႹႾႷ ჃჄႿႾႵ ჄႿ ႸႵჂ ჀႱჄႸ ჄႿ ႶႱႽႵნ ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱ ჇႱჃ ႱႼჂႵႱႴ჉ ႹႽႱႷႹႾႹႾႷ ჄႸႵ ჃႳႵႾႵ ႱႶჄႵჂ ჃႸႵ ჇႿႾ ჄႸႵ ႱჇႱჂႴლ Ⴕ჆ႵႾ ႲႵႶႿჂႵ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჂႵႳႵႹ჆ႵႴ ႹჄნ ႤႸႵ ჃႽႹႼႵ ႿႾ ႸႵჂ ႶႱႳႵ ჇႱჃ ჃႹႽჀႼ჉ ჄႿႿ ႿႲ჆ႹႿჅჃ჏

ႧႵႼႼლ ႹႶ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჄႸႹჃ ႴႵჄႵჂႽႹႾႱჄႹႿႾლ ႹჄ ჇႱჃ ႾႱჄჅჂႱႼႼ჉ Ⴑ ႷႿႿႴ ჄႸႹႾႷნ

ჳ჆ႵႾ ჄႸႿჅႷႸ ჃႸႵ ႸႵჂჃႵႼႶ ჇႱჃႾვჄ ჆ႵჂ჉ ႳႿႾႶႹႴႵႾჄნ

ႤႸႹჃ ჇႿჂႼႴ ჇႱჃ ჁჅႹჄႵ ႴႵ჆ႵႼႿჀႵႴნ ჷႾ ႱႾ ႵჂႱ ჇႸႵჂႵ ჄႸႵ ႵႾჄႵჂჄႱႹႾႽႵႾჄ ႹႾႴჅჃჄჂ჉ ჇႱჃ ႲႿႿႽႹႾႷ ႱႾႴ ჄႱႼႵႾჄ ჇႱჃ Ⴟ჆ႵჂႶႼႿჇႹႾႷლ Ⴕ჆ႵჂ჉ႿႾႵ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ჃჁჅႵႵ჊Ⴕ ႹႾჄႿ ჄႸႹჃ ႳႹჂႳႼႵ ႱႾႴ ჃჄႱჂჄ ჄႸႵႹჂ ႿჇႾ ႵჂႱნ ႣႿლ ႹႾ ჃჅႳႸ Ⴑ ႶႹႵჂႳႵႼ჉ ႳႿႽჀႵჄႹჄႹ჆Ⴕ ႵჂႱლ ჇႸႱჄ ჇႱჃ ჄႸႵ ჇႱ჉ ჄႿ ჃჄႱႾႴ ႿჅჄჭ ႤႸႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ႱႾჃჇႵჂ ჇႱჃ ჄႿ ჀჅჄ ႹႾ ႽႿჂႵ ႵႶႶႿჂჄ ჄႸႱႾ ႿჄႸႵჂჃლ ႱႾႴ ჄႿ ႲႵ ႽႿჂႵ ჀႵჂჃႹჃჄႵႾჄ ჄႸႱႾ ႿჄႸႵჂჃნ ႤႸႹჃ ჇႱჃ ჀჂႿႲႱႲႼ჉ ჄႸႵ ႿႾႼ჉ ჇႹႾႾႹႾႷ ႶႿჂႽჅႼႱნ

ႩჅ ჺႹႾႾႱლ ჄႸႹჃ ႿჂႴႹႾႱჂ჉ ႱႾႴ ႳႿႽႽႿႾ ႷႹჂႼლ ჃႸႵ ჇႱႾჄႵႴ ჄႿ ႷႱႹႾ ႽႿჂႵლ ჇႸႹႳႸ ႱႼჃႿ ႽႵႱႾჄ ჃႸႵ ႸႱႴ ჄႿ ႼႿჃႵ ჃႿႽႵჄႸႹႾႷ ႹႾ ჂႵჄჅჂႾნ

Zinnia’s Notes

They say hard work always pays off, but she sure doesn’t feel that way. No matter how hard she tries, she always fails. She doesn’t even have the protagonist’s plot armor—what kind of main character is she?! Yu Linnan can’t help but wonder if this is some kind of cruel joke from the heavens. Why is the world so against her? All she wants to say is: “When the hell will I finally get to live a life where I can eat my fill?!”

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